Sunday, October 16, 2005
exams r OVERR!
YAYS! exams r freakingly over.. oh man.. tis ish lyk practically the first tym i fil so relieved aft exams.. duno y wil lyk tt oso.. hmms. mayb ish coz i juz realised tt sec4 ish drawing near.. n i juz tryin to pull up my socks or wateva. i cant afford to slack lyk hw i did.. haishh. so far gt back 2 results. maths n physics. well... quite happy bahh. especially physics. =) yups. although i didnt reali put much effort into it but glad i did well. tis tym rd im reali weird larhhs. stardee til so slack but stil can rmb all the tings. lyk bio n physics. yups. i realised tt though end of yrs sound lyk alot stuff to stardee but actually u dun nid to noe al the stuff in detail. coz itz lyk the same amt of marks spread over mre topics so dey cant reali ask alot of chim ques.. unless ur skl ish biantai or sth. yups. hmm. for maths. s i knew it.. sure careless mistak kill me one.. nvm.. on weds wen get back paper jiu can go bang wall agn.. xP. yeahhs. exams r over but y m i stil tokin abt it? probably doin sum self reflection? hahs. but i cant slack larhhs. stil gt Os chi! *screams* nahhs. nt very scared abt it.. but stil.. yarrs. hv to frighten myself abit.. if nt i thk itz ez jiu wun go care abt it liaos. hees. yarrs. mon n tues no skl.. wonderin whether ill rot at hme or go out anot.. sighs. hope sum ppl do jio me out bahh. lalas~ xD.
hmm.. i nt in a very gd mood dese 2days. i duno y oso.. im nt supposed to b lyk tis.. ive been waitin for dese days to cum.. but instead of bein happy, im rather depressed.. watz happenin? my gosh. firstly, mayb on fri ish bcoz of sb den my mood bcum bad.. den at least aft goin tuition to watch movie my mood bcum abit better.. but aft tt jiu bcum the same agn.. summre cried siaa. wth. bth myself. cry so easily. yeahhs. den we sort of had a quarrel bahh. coz i refused to went to slp coz i wanted to tok to hui abt sth.. den sb jiu flare up.. den for sum reason i cried larhhs. haishh. but i felt real bad abt it. coz it was me hu caused tt to happen.. but in the end itz me hu cried n u had to comfort me instead. n sorry. i made u cry too.. =( felt very hurt abt it.. but i didnt noe hw to put it in words.. den sth happened too.. yeahhs. dun wish to elaborate.. den today.. duno y bcoz of tt ting tt happened laz nite i thk i wasnt in a very gd mood. den jiu super ap. im reali reali sorry. =( i duno y im lyk tt too. den jiu treat u very badly. im a bad person..=( u sounded so happy wen u called me but aft tt i ap u til u sian diao lerrs.. i feel so bad.. im a bad bad person.. im turnin frm bad to worse.. =((