long tym since i posted.yeah.ive realised too.my blog's gona die too.sighs.today is a horrible horrible day.didnt go to skl today coz of my hives.freakin itchy n pain too.shld b ok liao bah.ya.though stil hv abit..hope can fall aslp tonite..='( cant fall aslp laz nite for d whole nite becoz it was so freakin pain..den tonite..sigh.is tis fate playin wif me?im so freakin worried lah.damn.y m i cryin agn?juz nw checked up on d net n frm d symptoms tt he told me shldnt b lukemia or anyting serious..n its d nt so serious case.but im stil super worried lah.its nt funny lor.its lyk alot alot of diff in d platelet lvl..wth.shucks.im so vulgar wen im worried.*slap myself*haishh.hope tt its nth serious n it wil b able to clear up in abt 1wk or 2(s d web stated).i noe alot ppl readin tis wun understand wat i tokin abt bahh.well.its tt..his(u shld noe) platelet lvl is dangerously low..normal ppl's platelet lvl shld b ard 14ok/mml of blood.but his only a freakin 8oo!its alot diff can..tt means if u hit into sth ur blood is unable to clot..n u wil bleed to death.n also.d capillary walls r very fragile so it wil burst very easily.tis sucks.bleedin to death.omg.i shall stop scaring myself.*deep breaths*ok.so since tmr skl end early so aft skl i wil chiong dwn to SGH to visit him.mayb alone or if any other ppl wan go c him jiu go tgt lor.ya..tt stupid boy.stil ask me to bring his amaths n chem.nt well stil do hwk.c first bahh.at least it wil kip him occupied..wonder hw he stand it..normally whole day long jumpin ard one..den suddenly hv to b bed-ridden..='( so xinku..haishh.