the only word to describe my life now: HECTIC. yups. been super busy and all. so ive decided to stop and take a look at what ive gone through.
one term of school has past. the confirmation slip for Os is in my hands.. lookin at the date.. its so near.. only about 6months away to the big day.. SIGH. dont wish to leave ahs and all my great friends. i wonder what will become of us when we leave school.. will we ever meet again? will we be as close? even if we are in the same school. same level. but we are still not as close as we used to be compared to when we were in the same class. i dont wish to move on to the next phase of my life. i like it as it is now. i know its this childish thinking and all the crap. but i REALLY enjoy it as it is now.. nothing more nothing less. theres always like new things appearing everyday and everything is like a new challenge to me now. but everything seems to pass in a blur nowadays. =( time is slipping through my fingers.. uncatchable. the harder you try to run after it, the faster it runs away from you.
staring at the termly results slip, the only word to describe it: SUCKY. yes. really sucky. its total trash. if i get this kind of results for Os im gona kill myself. with 13points, its nowhere near the school that i aim to get into.. sigh. i regretted going into triple science. but again, if i get into a double science class will i study so hard to get such results? no. cause according to my character, i will always think that somebody will always be after me so i dont need worry so much. oh man. so contradicting. but i really need another humans! =( bad..bad.. i need to do alot of work on my humans or else its gonna slaughter me and dump me down to the bottom of the well. i swear im gonna work doubly hard for my humans. the rest.. can slack abit. except for emaths. need to study hard. or else amaths results 9o+ then emaths results never even hit 7o. hah. that will be funny.xD.