been kindda busy this weekend.
went back to ahs ytd,
to take a look at guitar.
went back with chew, tessa, caho, xinlin, jolyn, cherine.
few of our seniors were there too.
(including quite a number to aunties and uncles)
sometimes i wonder why they go back for.
i mean,
no one knows them,
every syf they go back,
people only get more irritated by them.
BAH.
nvm.
they're still seniors after all.
i shall give some respect. XD
talking about their performance,
well,
it ain't THAT bad for the last few times.
(musically)
but i think it's the attitudes that killed all of them.
seriously.
i think that some of them say that they want the gold.
but they do not show it.
i understand what they are going through.
bcos i've been through it.
it has alot to do with their attitudes.
all the sec4s are feeling super stressed out.
bcos the pressure is on them.
to lead ahguitar to clinch that gold.
and get that sustained.
mr shi has seen us through the 6years.
i'm sure he really wants that sustained even more badly than any of us there.
but he can't do it without the whole ensemble helping him.
guitar is an ensemble.
each and everyone plays a very impt part in the whole song.
do not think that you're 1/47.
if just a very very small number of u do not play your best,
you will bring down the whole ensemble.
come on people!
showmanship CAN affect whether we get that gold or not!
just SWAY naturally, play with YOUR heart and SMILE!
remember to look up at all times too!
i believe that if u'll just play with your heart,
feel the song,
the gold will be yours!
so jiayou ok! =D
all the seniors will continue giving u'll support all the way!

haha.
enough about the guitar thing.
anyway.
today went to national library to do my PW project.
lolls.
brought my laptop there.
horrendously heavy.
and i was early by 1min! =D
hoho.
we didn't complete much stuff.
other than discussing in detail the event proposed.
cos we talked alot cock.
haha.
kept sidetracking.
but it was fun though.
my group's kindda noisy.=D
with yuang, me and xiangrui.
haha.

i'm currently disappointed with someone.
once AGAIN.
hai.
why must it happen over and over again.
i thought that it would be fine already.
but it is still happening.
i'm sad.
no one i feel can understand what shit i'm going through now.
=(