seriously,
it's been DAMN long since i used a vulgarity.
but now,
my whole brain is full of it,
and i have this strong urge to just splurge everything out.
omg.
i just knew a shocking piece of news,
and suddenly,
everything just seems to come into place.
and i feel DAMN guilty now.
i'm sorry. :(
SORRY SORRY.
but you didn't tell me anything,
so i didn't know anything,
maybe you should have told me,
maybe i would have understood what shit you're going through,
maybe this wouldn't cause us so much pain. :(
omg. so many maybes...
this feeling just sucks man.
totally.
ARGH.
this week has been a DAMN horrible one for me.
and i believe to alot ppl as well.
like ongjunmin.
don't think too much okay woman!
it's not that important anymore.
and that thing is not your fault,
it just happened to be there.
rather than blaming on it,
why don't you work harder if you really feel the passion for it ya?
muacks, woman i love you many many.
like how you love me :D

anyway,
i feel really really thankful to alot ppl who were beside me for this week.
i'm sorry for giving you'll the black face in school,
where you'll have to face me.
seriously,
you are the guys that give me the motivation to move on,
and feel that i'm very loved. :)
i really dunno what i'll be doing if there weren't you guys.
special thanks to ahnoi and xinjun who helped me more than any other ppl.
although the plan wasn't really successful,
but i thank you for the effort put in :D
i really love you guys lot. :)
the feeling brings me back to the class chalet,
where everything was still perfect and beautiful :)
thanks to: ahnoi, kingkong, siao, ongjunmin, seow, yuang. :)
you are all my most beloved friends i have in 18/07.
love all of you to bits and pieces and shattered glass.
haha. im being no link like fishy here. xD.

hah.
many things has been going on these days lah.
dunno what happened also.
damn sian. :(
i also don't want everything to turn out like this mahhhhhh.
BOO.
where was all those wonderful times that we spent tgt?
why did all these shit actually happened?
so stupid lah.
we were once so happy,
everything was perfect,
but now,
dunno what happened,
unhappiness with each other is starting to show up everywhere.
like totally wtf lah.
i don't want!
my most beloved. :(
SIAN.
hope everything changes after this sunday,
where we can find time to relax and enjoy ourselves once again. :)