i dunno.
the strong feeling's back.
and this time round,
really very strong. :(
i dunno what to do with it.
i know it's not going to go away unless i do sth about it.
but i dunno what i can do,
or whether i should be bothering about it or not,
HELP. :(

i guess i should clarify sth,
if YOU are reading this,
i have not lost my passion in serving HC yet.
although i admit that the passion's no longer is as strong as it was,
but the feeling of wanting to serve is still there.
i dunno whether YOU are talking about me or not,
but in case YOU are,
i just want to clarify things and not let anyone misunderstand me. :)
i hate the feeling of being misunderstood,
cos words are powerful.
there you go, ahsiao.
i guess you're right about the part where i will definitely post this. :)

anyway,
torres haven't scored any against ManU so far :(
i'm sad.
must be the stupid referee's fault,
for bringing the morale of the team down so much by giving yellow cards like free.
DAMN.