i think i'm getting all nua and slack,
especially since i'm not working and everyone around me seems to be doing so.
it's like the feeling that i don't have sth to look forward (in a good and bad way) to the next day,
although i still have my cousin to rot with me every week until april.
plus my sis is having her exams soon so i won't have someone to rot with me as much! :(
on a random note,
i just flipped through my sis' notebooks and saw some mathematical workings,
and it just occurred to me how much i miss doing math. :(
sorry that i sound like a mugger or whatsoever,
but math is seriously like my passion or whatever you call it.
not that i excel particularly in it,
but it gives me the exhilaration when i'm able to solve a question.
OMG, I MISS MATH AND I MISS SCHOOL ALOT ALOT ALOT! :(