a short update to get some things off my chest for a moment.
been wanting to rant since this morning.
reality sort of sinked into me this morning in my dreams.
woken up by the fact that medicine interview is coming.
worried sick, worried sick. (damn, i sound like an old person.)
the thought of a single hour of talking being able to determine my ENTIRE life from now on makes me want to puke.
beginning to doubt myself whether im suitable to be a doctor.
though i know the passion i have within me is definitely a 101%.
but does passion really equate to ability?
doubts, doubts and more doubts arise.
this is driving me nuts.
i wonder if i can get a good night's sleep.

rock band is rocking.