I AM ABSOLUTELY SO FREAKED OUT NOW.
OMG.
it's not that i'm afraid of getting my results,
but rather i'm afraid that after friday, i have to make up my mind of what i have to do
and where this decision will lead me in life.
currently, i'm still clueless about what i want to do.
i'm afraid that the course i choose will not lead me to have a comfortable life next time.
what if i choose the wrong course and not get ideal results?
what if what i thought is my strength is actually not my strength?
what if i can't get into my desired course and was thrown somewhere i have no interest in?
what if, what if, so many what ifs.
omg. my mind is so confused and cluttered, it's overloading.
time check: 3 more weeks left to determining my future.