after several days of being lost and constantly thinking about it,
i guess i am quite settled down alr. :)
first choice will forever remain as first choice.
will still try to apply for scholarships, namely EDB SIA CAAS and MAS.
(i think MAS scholarship is the one that i want the most out of all, cos it's like damn cool. haha. maybe i won't even get any.)
next choice would be NTU accounting. HELLO SEOW JIAYI! :D
(my mum and sis are like constantly questioning me why i suddenly have interest in it. and my answer is just simply i think it has alot future prospects and i feel it's sth i wouldn't regret doing.)
i will just be putting accounting as the only course i want for NTU. haha. damn dao.
but i didn't enjoy myself at NTU; don't like the culture and all.
still chose NTU accounting cos of the prospects. (omg. i'm so practical D:)
last of all choices is NUS Faculty of Science.
still deciding between Applied Math or Math. but heck, apply first then choose. (hopefully i won't have to make such a decision.)
at this point of time, my decisions are as of like this.
hopefully it doesn't change anymore! :)

i have some things to talk about the medicine entry procedure.
for me, my main approach will definitely be being honest with everything that i will be asked.
i don't understand why some ppl want to 'learn' how to talk during the interview so that they can get into the course.
it's not that i don't want to get into med or what.
but i trust the interviewers that they really can see through the facade that some ppl put up.
(or maybe some are such good liars that they can bluff their way through. or unless my idea of being a good doctor is different from what the interviewers want.)
and they can also pick out those that are up to challenge of taking up the demanding course.
to that, i cannot definitely say that i will be selected, for that will be for the interviewers to pick out.
but what i can be sure of is, i want to read medicine and practice in the future and i will try my best to show the best side of me to them.
i have thought about it,
and if i have been true about all my answers and i still don't get picked, i will not have any regrets about what i should have said that is 'right'.
i speak my mind and not afraid of making 'mistakes' that will result in me not getting in.
hope this whole part makes sense.
but there are really alot websites out there 'teaching' ppl what to say during the interview.
and the most outrageous is some ppl trying to hold preparatory course for the essay test and interview. that's like the most absurd thing i've ever come across if ppl really go for the course. D:
cheers to all. :)

i really hope i will be the one you want.