today was supposed to be a wonderful day,
being able to finally catch up with chongs the bitch and bimbo the forever bimbo.
but a light-hearted chat soon led to a certain topic which sort of left an impact on me,
yet i dunno who to discuss this with and it's kindda driving me crazy at this moment. :(

it got me thinking and made me realise,
some things really do never change.
what is done can never be undone.
sigh.
i really tried my best, i guess.
trying to be more sensitive,
yet some just don't seem to appreciate my efforts and choose to do what one's best at.
all talk no action, as always.
i sometimes really do wonder,
exactly what thoughts are going through these ppl's minds,
and i just can't decipher them.
in my opinion, they just choose to be what they deem as 'cool' or 'right' to them,
but not what is actually 'good' for them.
then again, this is just my viewpoint.
may not what some view as right or wrong.
ARGH. this is getting so complicated.
should just stop here.
watch some bimbotic vids and get some sleep.