it's just one of the those days where you just feel down and dunno what's going on,
and no matter what you do, you just can't seem to get better.
and even if you have someone beside you right now, you just don't feel like talking to that person.
worse thing is when that someone special can't be beside you,
but i'm slowly getting used to that fact and no longer as affected by it anymore.
i guess when one grows older, you would be able to better control your own emotions.
and i'm thankful that i can do that now, and not let emotions take over me.
i'm glad that i'm still able to function properly for now.
so i'm really not sure if i'm able to go through this another time.
understand, dear?