i dunno how to feel now.
depressed doesn't seem to encompass all that i'm actually feeling right now.
i didn't know it would affect me that much. :'(
i feel like as if fate is mocking us.
everything started out so smoothly,
yet now, look at the bloody situation.
it's getting from bad to worse. fuck.
now i just want to be irrational and do everything an irrational person would do.
but i know i can't. :(
it's impossible to do so. :(
now i totally don't have the mood to do anything.
but fuck, i've got so much co law readings to do.
can't seem to bring myself to smile at all now.
i can't imagine how things will turn out after all this period of time.
it's been a long time since i lived on faith alone.
it's damn hard. someone pls teach me how. :(
i just want to be irrational now.