Sunday, March 28, 2010
my armour.
sometimes i wonder if my own form of self-defence is right or wrong.
it really does its job of keeping me away from harm,
it makes me strong and unaffected by things that happen ard me.
but is that truly good?
emotions are what make humans human.
without it, can we be considered to be living?
am i being selfish by not putting in my 100% when i feel like you're doing so?
but i'm just so afraid of hurt and letting myself sink too deep,
so i still choose to allow myself to build this wall ard me.
i'm sorry to say that i still haven't put in my 100% trust in us yet.
maybe, maybe in time to come i will...
i hope... i really hope so. :)
i just can't stop thinking about you. ♥
i don't see a need to hide anything from the world when i haven't done anything wrong nor will i hurt anyone by doing so,
so why should you?
why are you constantly hiding?
why do you seem so afraid of letting others know about yourself?
it really makes me wonder...
i just need to end this with 'wtf'.